Thursday, November 20, 2008

Step Back

For years I lived my life in the shadows. I liked to step back from the picture and look at it instead of living in it. In that time I thought that I learned a few things that would better people, but that was my mistake. One day I thought that I should live in that picture. It started off rough as any new adventure does, but it soon became good. I went on living and trying to help those I cared for. I tryed to teach them all that I have seen and learned, but at last I failed. With the way things have been going, I feel like I have done more evil then good. Instead of saving or helping, I have destroyed. Maybe it is time for me to step back again. At least that way the world is not affected by my poison. It is time for me to stop being selfish and let others find their own happiness, for God knows I can't give it to them. It is time for me to let others live their lives. For those of you I hurt, I am sorry. For those of you I have not hurt yet, it is good that I step back now before I do. And for those who may care, I am still around, and I will still help, but only when you really truly need me.

2 comments:

Celtic Rock Chic said...

You do more good for others than you give yourself credit for. The problem is you need to start doing good for yourself. That's what I was asking for all along. Aren't you getting sick of sitting back and watching your own life pass you by?

S & C said...

Sometimes it's in improving yourself that you can improve others.